Going to see my doctor to find out exactly what is wrong with me! At first I thought I just had vertigo from going to lake powel and being on the house boat for a week. But It hasn't gone away. I'm not dizzy. Just everything always looks down hill no matter what way I turn. And the real downhill places are downright scary! I went to see a doctor he says &quo
Actual journal page written during my 1 week stay in a mental hospital. When I first discovered I was Bipolar. 11-14-01 10:50. Journal Think for self, Been afraid to standout to my Share yourself. Learn for myself Be a non-conformist As I got closer to my True self I woke up more and more. My life was Inconsistent before. I would
It seems to me that what ever you focus your attention on is what you mind thinks is important. If you dwell on problems, sad memories, bad health, these things expand and became the "Most Important Things" in your minds eye. However if you focus is on hope, faith, possibly even God, and the kindness of others, who are willing to drop what their doing in their lives a
"Bipolars need to identify a safe obsession, something they can constructively aim their mania at so that they can constantly produce results. This would seem easy, but its not. Because of the erratic nature of the maniacal thoughts, you must find a project that has multiple venues. i.e. lots of things to explore." Quote form this <a href="http://www.information-b
Being bipolar it is easy to become obsessed with something. Right now it is building a web page. All my time and energy gets devoted to a task. It is amazing how focused I can be when I feel this way. Verry much diffrent then when I am Manic. Mania is the state where your thoughts are racing so fast that you can't keep up with your self. Your thoughts are pi
I get wild and crazy when I am in mania have done some on things and thought some odd things. But someties the state inbetween when I'm not sure if I am up or down. I get this weird feeling Like I don't care about the world don't care about people. Not really depression but more apathy Like I just want to get away. <!-- Ju-Anchor-F
"Depressive people having sex with people creating a slightly depressive child. tisk tisk tisk. At this rate the whole U.S. will be 'contaminated' with depression to an extent in no time" My Brain Updated - Quote: Pulled this from one of my visitors sight. On t
"Science, curiosity, the need to think and study and explore our surroundings- these, are long standing quests that drive us to be who we are." Read this Article When one gets depressed they loose their will to think, to study and to explore... Alot of the time I have t
Seritonin, How strange it is that just a small arrangement of molecules in the body can determine the well being an happiness of an individual. Ones happiness it seems is not determined on their personal choices alone. Rather it is derived by a lack or abundance of a simple chemical in their brain. We naturally produce this chemical, it is only when
I'm going to coppy and past my older blog onto this page! I hope that I get more responces. Anyway I look forward to this new place it seems a good place to share my life with the world! On my old page I got too caught up on the look and feel color format, promoting, and didn't focus on writing my ideas. My main goal in blogging
My stomic is begging for food. My brain is hazzy. I'm so tired and why? Because I spend hours strait. Surfing the net. Blogging, perfecting my webpage! I am hungry, tired, grumpy and what have I acomplished. A few Ideas... Ok I got to eat. Be back..... Sooner than later! (Hummm...I think I'm addicte
If you just sit around and wait for a following to develop...Good luck! Your culture... I mean most poeple now days expect instant feedback. They want to be able to post and then have the coments spewing onto their webpage. Yet
I want to blog my life, I want to be an open book. I want to spill my guts out to the masses I need feedback I crave opinions. The voice in my head, my inner voice says, you can't do that, that is not allowed. It is wrong to let people know you have Bipolar Disorder! They will not understand. They will think you are crazzy. This is me! This is wh
The sad thing is their are a lot of good people in the world who value tolerance and peace and who value and respect all religions, faiths, and people, however man of them are either to afraid or lazy to stand up for what they believe in.
I belive that you can still verry much love yourself and still be lonely. Just missing somone in your life to bounce ideas of of and to share your special moments that is what people miss the most.
About the nature of infinity, why your mind thinks the way it does, why the grass is green not purple, how come styrofoam doesn't get hot, why we measure time in seconds, what was the first word ever spoken was and what it meant? You know the REALLY important things in life! Or are they just stupid questions? W
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