nels23

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I am 19, and have had an eating disorder since I was about 14, it's hard to pin down on a date, and I just wanted to say you guys make me sick. I feel horrible about myself, not fat. For me, it's not about the weight. Sure, I strive to look a certain way and to be a certain way, but deep down I know that when I get there, I will still not be happy, and it kills me. I am living in a hell that I wish I could leave, but at the same time I'm not ready t